Thursday, October 16, 2008

Thursday,,,, Thursday,,,,,

Hi How are ya tonight ???? I am good, I had a good day at work, busy. We thought there weren't going to be allot of corsages this weekend, but that is not so. We were at about 23 last time i counted. Only three weddings this weekend, I hope to get out of there on time Friday. I really want to go to the South Range - Columbiana Football game. The Junior high band is playing pre game and the half time show proves to be pretty intense. I can't wait. AND Holly's coming home tomorrow afternoon to visit ME ! She's gonna go to the game with me . Kenny will meet us there. Unfortunately we lost a friend this week to cancer and Ken and his Dad and Ronnie are going to the funeral home right after work. They will meet us there. Proves to be a good night of football.Whichever team wins moves on to playoffs, Very exciting!
So let me tell you what I have been learning about my Lord this week. Grace Grace God's Grace, Grace that will pardon and cleanse with in. Grace Grace God's Grace , grace that Will pardon all my sin. You know I have joked about a million times lately that if the SSDI hearing happens on Nov 7, and Kenny is denied , I say I a, going to comit myself to be glory bound , and "check out " Get it ? Well I know that suicide is pretty much a one way ticket to hell, however I say I'd rather be in Glory with my Jesus than Here on earth, True.... but...... His grace is what i need and what I proclaim that will sustain me through whatever the judge rules. His grace is what has carried me this far. When I look back to July of 06, I can't believe the wealth of emotions I have been through . From disbelief that my husband was actually loosing his vision, to "what am I gonna do now " , to where will we be in 10 years ? God's utter and sustaining grace has given me the strength and power to be here with you tonight. I t has been HARD, very hard. Not only is Kenny legally blind but he suffers form depression, diabetes, and several other things that all add up to be a yukky mix.

Grace Grace, God's Grace.
Pray for his grace to deal with your hurdles today. He'll see you through. He has me and he will you. Even when you see no end in sight , that's when the Lord's provisions are the most abundant. Pray for Holly as she travels to home and pray for holly's good friend Alex as she travels home too. I can't wait to see my girl. Love to you all.... Jenny

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