Geeze Oh Man !

I have not been here since November,,,, I am sorry for that, This is a good thing for my Brain as well as my soul. Thinking out loud has many benefits so let's try to get back on this "horse " ....I have missed you all. And I am sorry to have let you down. Especially you Anneliese. My heart aches that I find myself too busy to say hello. I am sorry for that. Seems as though sorry for many things today. Been a rough day.

No reason other than pride~ but a rough day. Life is not always a bowl of cherries however for the most part things of late have been pretty good. I will be the first to admit I have been kind of waiting for the proverbial other shoe to drop. Kenny is well~ not so well. Numbers are where they need to be, The Dr is not concerned, I am , He has been changing quite a bit this year , Very much this past 6 months. I think he has lost around 50 pounds in 10 months. Good for the body however I am concerned it has something to do with the dreaded diabetes.
( Hate that word) btw

Hilde and Gretta have gone to a new farm to live. I need to be considering trading in the van in the next 6 months or so ~ Which also means i need to take it to be detailed and have the paint re buffed as the goats have ruined it... I also love Kenny more than I love them and that in itself is reason they needed to go. Met a man through a mutual Friend. I think they are at a better home. I have not gone to visit as I think they won't remember me and I think it will make me too sad. So for now I know they live on a happy farm in a happy place in Lisbon. I hope they have chickens to tell them whats happening, in their new little world.

Everyone else on the farm is good. Snick and Belle have had hair cuts of late. Snick is 2 weeks post now, curls are beginning to form again on his ears. He need 2 weeks of growth to become more like himself.. Belle on the other hand is not one week post yet. She still looks like a shorn sheep and kind of a pit bull / = some where in between.....:) Cute frisky naked....


So as I type this I realize the time is approaching midnight.
Hope I can sleep tonight.
Welcome back friends...
I have missed you... Lets visit one day very soon. I hope it is not 6 months until I return again!
~j