Things are the way they are....

Seems as though when The Lord sees fit to pick me up and move me , he does just that ! In March when I was laid off I thought my world was crashing in. At that time Kenny had not yet received his benefit and it seemed we were on a one way trip to financial ruin, and the loss of the farm..... Here we are a few months later: I have had a lovely summer, vacationed, relaxed and now looking so forward to a new job ! God is so good. He picks me up out of the mirey clay and sets me firm upon a rock. Thanks be to the Lord for helping us through the past three years plus ! Wow I can't begin to tell you where I have been emotionally. Just now that I am beginning to remember who I am and what I enjoy as a human being, I'm beginning to realize how sick and depressed I actually was. I had no idea till now when I begin to feel good , I see how rotten I was feeling.... I really am doing well. My brain is on over drive, I have been exercising extra, canning and doing the things I love to do ! Just yesterday I picked my biggest Tupperware bowl of green beans! mmmmm... that will be such a treat in January ! Well I just wanted to say Hello, "hello" and let you know to persevere! It's worth it in the long run. and that long run might take 3 or more years ! Hang in there my friend, hang on... ~J