It's Beginning to Look alot like Christmas....

It's beginning to look allot like Christmas,,,, Every where you go,,,, The snow is falling out there tonight like diamond sprays. Bible study has been cancelled tonight and I'm a little disappointed as I love my time at Bible Study with the girls. Kenny bowls on Tues while I'm there. He begged me to stay at the alley with he and Ryder, But I frankly would rather have my eyes sucked out. I am not a fan of The dreaded Bowling Alley. Loud, cold, smelly, greasy, oily, wet , dark and of course full of "the guys". They are Kenny's barometer of all things important in life, He sometimes says " what would I tell the guys at the bowling alley ? '" Hahahahah Or how would you explain that to the guys at the bowling alley ? Hahahhahah Oh if he only knew how I felt about Arrowhead Lanes. I'm thankful he has the friends there I learned long long ago that Tuesday night bowling is sacred and holy. Thou shalt not mess with thine bowling night. Even blind he still hods a 169 average, "he bowls the marks not the pins" K.

I don't enjoy interfering, so I dropped them off , I'm supposed to be doing the dishes now, finishing a pine cone wreath for a friend and making Mashed Potatoes for our carry in at work tomorrow. And yea finishing some knitted dishcloths for friends and making my Christmas Cards ! Here I am at the desk, not accomplishing any of those things ! Ezzameralda is here helping me, I love her. She in turn loves Kenny, She's just what I need as a diversion around here, Pretty fun, and ornery too, she's getting so long......... legged........ she's growing up. Snick and Belle are fine, banished to the basement as one of them smells Fishy, don't want to figure that out so they'll just stay down there. I have so much I need to tell you, and so much I need to get done, so take this as a Hi Hello and How do you do ? and I'll be talking to you real soon.... Happy Turkey Day, Holly's coming home tomorrow night, pray for her safe travel.... Staying through Saturday !!!! Yea !!!! Love Ya, Jenny

Hi , I haven't been here for awhile, things have been a little difficult and a little busy and I haven't felt much like being social. Kenny's Birthday was Saturday, Happy 49th Birhtday to the love of my life... He's my boyfriend even though he's almost a half of a century old ! We had a very busy weekend at the store with the Christmas Centerpiece classes, Glad that's over ! Holly came down Friday night to get her car. I'm drivin' the Aztec ! Yea.... Big Red is parked in the garage until she can have some major repairs done. hopefully by Christmas, but maybe after depending on the money thing. Just love the money thing don' t you ? I'm sure no one has replied to my blog as I'm such a "debbie downer" I'm trying to be up beat and have a more positive out look... Hang on with me please and just keep praying for us. It is definitely helping me cope, and Kenny too.... Love to you all. Jenny

Hi Friends,
I guess I'm better today, coping anyway with the new idea of no answer,,, I 'm so over this process. Just tired of being tired. Ken & I went to church this AM , I was the Sunday school teacher, played a little game and made one little girl cry and cry. Made me sad , guess I won't do that game again. Duh... I made apple dumplings for my beloved tonight, He said I made the 'treat" for myself thought as I like them allot more than he does. He ate one... Whose treat was it anyway? I am blessed with good friends. Thank you for tolerating me and our saga. Love to you, Jenny

no approval, no denial, just more waiting...

Hi , No approval , no denial, Kenny's hearing was this am, He met with the judge and his Attorney, In Pittsburgh Federal Court House. Quite a day, the Judge was not able to read Dr Assad's reports and findings as they weren't in "la man's " terms. He needs that to be able to make his determination. The State of Ohio appointed Dr , Dr Brine, said Kenny's visual field loss is considered legally blind, But he needs The specialist's report to say it that way. I guess visual acuity and peripheral field tests are to difficult to read. ? What do we know, ? Nothing evidently. I'm sad as I wanted this chapter to be over, closure is going to be healing I just know it. Instead more waiting, whats another 60 - 90 days after he receives that report ?? We have waited this long. Today was the longest day of the year. I feel alittle defeated. I'm tired of jumping through hoops. Will anything ever fall into place without a struggle for us ? .... Keep praying. WE NEED IT ! WE APPRECIATE YOU ALL !!!!!! love you, Jenny

daylite savings time don't ya just love the Sunday AM

Good Morning Friends. Aren't you tickled when you feel like you really slept in but Oh,,,, It's only 8. ? I love this morning ! I walked around the house changing clocks this morning with kinda a smirk, I have an extra hour ! Makes me smile. So does Ezzameralda. Jesus knew we needed a new pet around here. She's simply perfect! Last night we fell asleep on the couch , and when Kenny woke me up she was stretched up his lap half on her back just sleepin' cozy on him. We both enjoy her antics so much. There is nothing like a kittens entertainment. I am a nervous wreck about this week, Friday to be exact. The Lord has our financial well being in his hands and under control. Just wish he'd fill me in on it. This has been the longest 2 1/2 years. Geeze oh man ! I sure have been through the gamut of emotions, that's for sure. I am sad of Kenny's condition, especially the other morning when it was snowing. and he couldn't see the snow flakes as I was driving. Then when it was Really coming down he could see a haze of it . I like when I'm driving at night and the snow is a shower coming at my face, any way that was a side thought. Not that I'm anxious for more snow , but it is inevitable you know. Speaking of snow..Today after church we are going to get a load of wood at Anneliesa's friends home. Kenny has their snoblower running so we have to take that back to them and pick up the wood. We are also gonna stop to meet Ryder's new pup , Maple Hound is his name he's a blood hound. Peaches the Chiwowow and now a Maple Hound ! Hahahhaaa Don't you laugh now , picture this ! He is a blessing to the family. Every family need to adopt a teenager. He has been a joy and a blessing for the month he has been with Ronny and Dawn. Sure has tugged on my heart a few times. I enjoy watching the relationship with Ronny and Ryder unfold. It is a real blessing. Well my friend I can't sit here for my whole extra hour I need to get a few things accomplished. Be Blessed this Sunday, enjoy your day. Love to You.... Jenny